On August 5, 2025, I was diagnosed with prostate cancer. Due to the aggressiveness of the tumor, surgery was performed shortly thereafter, during which the prostate, seminal vesicles, vas deferens, and fifteen lymph nodes were removed.
About ten weeks later, a nearly three-week period of follow-up rehabilitation began. Daily life was strictly structured by therapy schedules, mealtimes, and medical rounds. Routines, staff, and fellow patients dictated the rhythm of the day; in between were phases of waiting and physical self-observation.
This series of pencil drawings depicts unremarkable moments and functional spaces of everyday clinic life: patient rooms, hallways, therapy and waiting rooms, the dining hall, cafeteria, and auditorium. These are places defined by repetition, function, and procedure.
The essential contours of the rooms and objects were captured directly on-site using a blue colored pencil. Further refinement took place in the studio from memory: using graphite pencil, I added surface textures, light and shadow, as well as fictional figures that appear as mere outlines.
The series opens with a self-portrait created one hour after surgery: the bloated abdomen, surgical dressings over the incisions. This drawing marks the starting point of the series.
Follow-Up Rehabilitation is not intended as a medical report. It documents a time in which daily life and one's entire perception are concentrated on one's own body and a few specific rooms.
work in progress